Post by Gerard Mendes on Jun 28, 2019 0:30:16 GMT -5
This is what makes me different then the regular traditional western christian----I dont believe---I KNOW. I have seen with my own eyes. I have felt in my own body. I have seen God do things. Yes this started by a choice to seek and followed by belief. You see God is alive and when we love Him He loves back. Typical western christians use scriptures as a formula to get what they want. They quote scripture about prosperity,healing,being blessed and avoiding suffering and claim them as a right because of their behavior or 'belief'. I have seen three people raised from the dead. I have recieved healing in my body. I have seen angels and demons.I personally know 12 people who have died and came back to life and NONE of them wanted to come back All of these things were devoid of my body,goodness and knowledge. When experiencing these I get humbled not exaulted. It amazes me that the great creator of the universe would have anything to do with me----a nobody,an idiot, one without brains and self control. For me its not about convincing others to belong to a system that promises avoiding hell and becoming healthy and wealthy. In simple terms its about sharing my bed with my Lover. This may sound erotic but describes my love for Him. Everybody should be intimate with Him. He is life changing. So much so I cant keep Him to myself. I am not motivated by duty, fear or greed. I have this inner drive that is devoid of my intellect. No shrink can catalog this or explain this compelling drive. To the carnal mind this is an emotion or deception. All through history no other cause has lasted this long, was the cause of so much death and effected so many. The mystics of the middle ages were brutally killed by religious leaders because they so much loved God that they offended the churchy people .No I dont believe---I KNOW.